Saturday, October 28, 2017

On It Goes/Went - Part II - Nov/Dec, 2015

Firstly, Good Morning,
October 28, 2017

Went to NYC last weekend. 
An Experiment. 
Hadn't been in .... 3 years? Missed it.
Drove half way Friday evening -
stayed at my mom's in CT over night... 
Drove the rest of the way
into midtown Manhattan Saturday morning at 8
and parked in a garage with online coupons :)

Next year,
for our version
of a closer 'parents weekend' with Clara than in Washington, DC,
I take the train;
Price will be comparable. 

Was able to do it -
Came back Monday in two parts, too -
stopping in CT again...
but pretty worn out all in all. 
Had to close my eyes Saturday...
getting head rushes...
Walked many miles -
And Mitch keeps the pace sprightly! ...
Though great to visit with Clara and him:
Took in a half price Broadway show, "Anastasia" (excellent!),
Strolled Central Park (beautiful!),
Ate good food (with second cousin, Justin, too!),
Enjoyed Sabon's pamperings,
And got down to the 911 Memorial (sombering....).

Then it was back to the challenging work week...

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NOVEMBER - at four months since Lyme infection
11/16/15
Mon. morning work site in Plymouth
Head bothering me 
+ too much activity past week or so... 
too much sound, thought, light – 
even the sound of my own voice
1st day back to church yesterday
Sat in the back – 
speakers too loud  - 
cause I’m having some caffeine now?
1 cup/day the past week or so – 
seems to directly correlate….
bummer
Going to take 2 pellets of the Bella Dona tonight                  or tomorrow

Cupping helped my asthma – 
a lot –
Double cupping 
(30 mins – 2 x 15 – 
change locations on my back)

Cupped then 2 days later – 
then 3 days later  
+ again 3 days later – 
will do tonight or tomorrow again.

No pro air! 
It’s addictive: 
makes it so I have to use more – 
my symptoms worsen – 
Shame on the pharmaceutical companies 
for producing that in place of the one that used to work – 
in the name of ‘(decreasing) pollution’ -  
yeah, right.

Asthma so bad for a few weeks, 
I was up in the night using the inhaler – 
also the ASTRA supplement 
+ ‘breathe deep’ tea – 
looked forward to acupuncture for it.
Janet told me to ‘cup’
          Duh! – 
          but hadn’t thought of it before she
          reminded me.

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So, here I am, 
reading these notes in my health journal of 11/15, 
on 1/17, as I try to write a book about all of this - 
and I’m back from a visit to the Urgent Care at 7 a.m.

My back hurts from trying to breathe…
(Dr. NP, again) – 
prescribed a tapered prednisone for asthma 
that has snow balled again – 
from smoke of a New Years Eve fire outside 
to many smaller indoor fires with too much wood (so too much smoke at the front of the insert when it’s left unattended and burns down),
and then a Zumba class that ‘blew my wad’.   Now at two weeks
of using a nebulizer and Pro-Air inhaler 
about 7 times each day – 
can’t resolve it. 
ProAir again made it worse – 
addictive: 
needing more to have the same effect.  
But in the middle of the night, 
I’m not going to crank on the noisy nebulizer…. 

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11/20/15 - 11 am

Janet, last night. 
Said to cup another month – 
so 8-12 times by Christmas for sure – s
he said to cup past the point of asthma recovering.

She put 5 needles around my left elbow, too – 
x-ray to day @ urgent care (NP again)
Ruled out calcium deposits or bone cancer – 
said tendonitis –
I bought a strap for it –
If Lyme related joint pain, 
would be more broad she said – 
that’s happening too – (small of back, knees)
Last few days – Rained, too, tho


11/25/15
Gaps in my thinking, 
e.g. after typing – emails, etc. – 
noticing that letters are missing – 
endings of words wrong, eg verb tenses.

Feeling mortal – 
not afraid to die – 
wondering what 
things will be like a year from now.

Feeling weepy, overwhelmed – 
pressed to do so much 
cleaning + cooking + driving + finishing display cabinets + C coming home 2 wks from Sat. + G never shutting up – 
can’t listen to the radio – 
another bright sunny day – 
full moon – 
(maybe why the Patriots/Bills game was so weird – waxing full moon)

Taking G to lunch - 
1/2 day of school
at ARC work site in Brockton now 9:30

laundry, dishes, groceries, dog…
to groomer for 1st time yesterday – 
so stinky – too big + lame for tub – 
too cold to bathe outside – 
couldn’t get her to leave the car.

need to chill –
can’t drink coffee (did last few days)
+ must exercise everyday.


 DECEMBER - at five months since Lyme infection

12/11/15 – 10:50 a.m. – Fri

Just went to A Healthy Way in Somerset 
on my way to work in Swansea – 
Janet (Lee) Cabrera recommended at last acupuncture –

Got the Ningxia Red – oils + antioxidants to try – 
if works, will get the big bottle…
interesting to hear D (the owner)…
she knew I was blood type A(+) 
before I told her 
when she asked

Per D:
Lyme loves: 
     - Blood Type A
-      acid (coffee)
-      sugar (sweets, alcohol)
-      stress
-      yeast

I think the deer tick borne diseases are going to thin the human population.

D also recommended ParaGone as a cleanse for parasites and Xylamend as an anti-inflammatory

Told me @ a woman 
who wrote down all her symptoms of Lyme– 
on two 8 X 10 sides of a paper 
+ who said she never knows which symptoms will come up day to day.

Need to focus on a stress-free day  
+ a strong immune system

12/15/15 – 10 a.m.

Interesting – 
just had my annual physical - with Dr. B  – 
but she wasn’t there.  
Friend,  Susan,  here also for her annual w/her – 
but said hasn’t seen her in years – 
I didn’t see Dr. B except in the hallway, 
since my last annual – 
so no visits at all related to my Lyme Disease.
Saw Dr. P for the ‘checkup’ + JW, N.P. for gynie exam
Dr. P said primary care is for preventative or acute – asthma, UTI, diabetes, cholesterol 
(???? -  but some of those are chronic!)

J. referred to research that says chronic Lyme doesn’t exist. 
I clarified it as post-Lyme 
+ told her @ the new clinic @ Spaulding.

I talked @ medical field being stymied @ Lyme – 
don’t know what to do - 
+ that it will weed out the human population

+ asked Dr. P. @ spyrochetes….
he was stymied.
They didn’t know what to say – 
other than their spiel
@ beware of listening to friends and family kind of thing

How @ articles in the newspaper?

How @ the Spaulding Clinic 
having to open on the down-low 
cause it’s so controversial?

-Like fibromyalgia had been.

-like Women’s research was for so long – 
cause too many variables 
+ just applied the male research


12/17/15 – 3:50 pm Brockton Oak St. Bldg.

“only 2 patients in front of you” – oy.
Glad we have 'appointments' – 
Graham’s 1st concert @ 7:00 – 
Dr. LL let me come an hour earlier than scheduled
3 mo follow up

“well how are you feeling?” – 
my response will be: “Like I have Lyme Disease”.
Janet L-C said “you don’t have Post- Lyme, 
you have active Lyme Disease”

+That makes sense – 
since I have symptoms I’ve had since having Lyme 
+ which have not gone away – 
spyrochetes are in my brain still?...
+Joints, knees acted up around Thanksgiving 
elbows kind of a problem ongoing 
more so than before Lyme –

Swollen glands left side of face 1 ½ wks ago - 
+ then the ongoing head issue – 
pressure across front - 
Some ache 
+ hypersensitive to Light, sound, 
visual strain, cognitive strain – 
which all can trigger 
a low grade ongoing ocular migraine
lasting thru a day
waking up  w/ a headache
+ off balance this wk.

So I’m thinking of deer – 
how they live with this – 
maybe 2016 will be the year of Deer Lisa – 
vegetarian? 
Daily exercise, minimal alcohol – 
minimal caffeine, outside lots


12/26/15
          Chest pain past 1 ½ wks – Rt side
last 48 hours, went to back as well
lightheaded + dizzy swooshes
achy upper body
walked to + from Xmas Dinner at Ziglers
as a low grade form of stress test for my heart 
(female heart probs can present on the Right)

called Connie + Korin from my office floor 
@ going to Urgent Care this morning 
XRay + EKG @ Compass Medical/ED 
(9 people in front of me when door opened)

Dx: 
Pleurisy – "viral"
So tapered prednisone
(no ibuprofen w/ (arrow up)
But can take acetaminophen
EKG looks good
+ not pneumonia
or infection

Monique – Medical Asst. from Acushnet
                schooled in New Bedford
                lives in Taunton

Marie, P.A. – Haitian
                Said “99% of us don’t believe in Chronic Lyme” (what @ Post Lyme?)
+ said that the symptoms + disease are cured w/ medication if caught in time

talked w/ her @ incorrect PCR blood test @ Good Sam ER 
+ Dr. LL (ID Doc next door) said was wrong one – 
did Immunoglobulins - and tested poistive to Lyme

she talked @ need for specialists (eg for Lyme) 
+ to be referred there

still didn’t answer why my symptoms are persisting –
                When took meds timely
                + so ‘cured’?

she did say something like
'time will tell more w/ more studies, experience, etc.'

Connie’s work colleague, SP, had Lyme @ same time as me 
+ has persistent vision – lightheaded problems

The conversation w/ P.A. Monique 
stemmed from me asking if the pleurisy – inflammation – 
is related to Lyme – also involving inflammation? 
She didn’t think so – see other side (see that as chronic Lyme I guess)

I hadn't asked anything about 'chronic Lyme' - 
so why did they refer to it that way? 
Just to dismiss it?

Marie said not a heart attack –
After a week would be 'coding'

+ not angina…not presenting as it

+ that steroids will help w/ other inflammation in body – eg ear

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Pleurisy coincided w/ a waxing full moon
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Prednisone  Rx: 5, 4, 4, 3, 2, 1 ?!
(Something was missing cause was still 6 days)

Blood type A+

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These entries chronicle 
some of the inflammatory nature of Lyme... 
in my joints, lungs, head, ear, vision, face... 
and then something weird that was happening 
with my heart for a while too...
blood pressure was abnormally high.  
More next time - 
for the six month mark since the Lyme infection, 
and how it remained unresolved.

Thanks for reading, 
Peace out, 
and good health to you and yours.
--Lisa :)

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